theres really nothing to hold you back.. unless you want it to.
you forget about the journey, and focus on the goal…. things all the sudden seem a lot simpler… its all on the state of mind… your own conscious can either be your friend…. or the very start of your doom… which ever way you put it.. if you let it run„ it will run.. but if you learn to control it. it will behave.. teach it what you want it to do. and it will follow… but, let it be wild….. youll end up at a constant state of “why the fuck do i deserve to live”… the mind has the amazing ability to either, keep you happy, or fuck you down till you pain.. exhaust you with hurt…

people think they have the grasp of what it is.. you may be you. but, your conscious has a nack for testing your ability… force you to wonder deep, force you to collapse to your knees and cry..

all these things can change… if you change your mind… its like a picture.. if you put negative space all around it, that is all you will see…. paint positive space around it, then thats all you see…

think about,… the world doesnt have to be a horrible place if you dont let yourself think it is.. your mind simply digest everything you feed it… so feed it wisely.

its all in your head..