curse. it Sunday. i never felt sick like that in a while. i was hot but, not really? cold but, sweating.
my eyes hurt when i did the whirl with them. and my spine felt like someone did the back breaker on me a night before., it felt like hell.

i spent roughly around 28 hours on the bed tossing and moaning - trying to feel better. didn’t eat a thing but, a burger patty from jack in the box, and a whole lot of tea. the next day i still felt kind of like crap but, now i feel a lot better. and today i feel somewhat… empty?.. go figure… being distant from the people you want to be close to make you feel that way sometimes but, i guess things wont ever be the same. so i guess its time to leave some dead skin on trail and make anew.