October 2009
1 post
September 2009
1 post
you gain some and you lose some
times are hard.. but are getting better. as life goes by, you learn that in this life; everything you do is for your self, to better your self, and move your self forward, hence:The persuit of happiness. but in everything i do, there was a cost, or a price to pay. for every mile i conquered there was a mountain to climb, for every dollar gained, a penny lost. there is sacrifice for every victory....
August 2009
1 post
this is Lyndl's girlfriend:)
hello:)
June 2009
1 post
its “complicated”, dont want to talk about.
its strange: the things that put up walls are the things we hear call, us in..
its a magnet to “complication” its gravity to the problems.
its the things that bring us closer are the things that cause delusion
i am fed to my throat and im full of this,
my heart throbs a billion beats every time i sleep
please get rid of it,...
March 2009
8 posts
“be the cure. dont look outside yourself for it” - the me”
“tough times can be good times as long as we know the game we are playing and...”
“from the simple things. the best things begin” -myself”
“you cant soar like an eagle if you hang around ducks”
“there are no limits to what you can do. the only limits are the limits you set...”
its all in your head
theres really nothing to hold you back.. unless you want it to.
you forget about the journey, and focus on the goal…. things all the sudden seem a lot simpler… its all on the state of mind… your own conscious can either be your friend…. or the very start of your doom… which ever way you put it.. if you let it run„ it will run.. but if you learn to control it....
“if its loving and isnt rough then its no fun” -myself”
weakness.
with every breath my lungs fill with thick air; white shapeless, warm, nicotine, tar. all the ingredients invade my vascular system and slowly develop cancer, eventually ill start smoking directly through my throat. nevertheless it calms me down. it’s two forty-two in the morning. its still warm out. orange street lamps flicker over the side walks. empty cars parked and motionless dotted...
“dream to just dream… or dream to follow through…. dont waste your...”
February 2009
13 posts
“change is a state of mind. -and decisions shape your destiny. so if you dont...”
rawr!
its so frustrating. i havent been home long enough. and i cant even make art, its frustrating enough that i didnt have time for more today. i cant express myself!. i need to get use to this new lifestyle. its really messin with my head and its only been the first day.
“boredom is a state of mind”
-myself”
twilight time!
man i didnt even come home yesterday until like 7 in the evening. what an evening!! :) well, anyway man im feeling really good still!. i got my job posted up for me.. time to suck the managers daughters d********** jk . but im excited to make a living..
it was weird; has anyone ever asked you “are you moving on now?” possibly one of the most uncomfortable stuff i’ve heard. i...
the NIght time
man!, i had a crazy night. i had some drinks at my house and chilled with the fam and friends. hanged out till around 12 at midnight. headed down to the cockfest chilled out some more and drank even more. -i had a blast and now today, its wash and repeat. im not about to take my time for granted. im about to be bound to the american way of life: work/school/sleep.- occationally .party. back to...
““If LIFE isnt the way it seems, then make it the way its supposed to...”
in the end you only have your self.
things are changing in me rapidly.
well emotionally and mentally, its almost like i evolved.
i guess you could say more positive.. and less things worry me.
for a while now i’ve been trying hard to become a rock solid heart. no tears, no pain. emotionally moved only by the things i want moving me. i think i’ve almost reached it. :)
with this feat, things are more jolly. you...
in⋅som⋅ni⋅a
–noun
inability to obtain sufficient sleep, esp. when chronic; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleeplessness.
when you have insomnia, everything seems ‘unreal’, everything around you becomes a tiny object or your mind automatically belittles anything and everything. the more you stay in insomnia, the more life seems to be simple and easy to understand.. your...
FWAYA!!!
i just watched the most epic fight scenes in the face of the planet!. go Naruto!! :) man about 4 hours straight, i was hooked on that like fish on a line!! exciting stuff man.
welp its about twilight time again and i probably should initiate on some sleep. but, not without reflecting my thoughts:
i guess I’ve been feeling uneasy lately: I’ve felt alone, misguided, mislead, or just...
BlOw!Ng things out of proportion!!
its easy!:
you take harmless information,
2> you absorb the fats and throw out the meat
3>broil over combustion point
and thats how easy it is to take things over the ledge.
its been a while now and i began to wonder how some people that are soo pretty, stay soo… lonely. not that looks have anything to do with love,… but it pretty much does haha
well i decided to pay them...
things..
curse. it Sunday. i never felt sick like that in a while. i was hot but, not really? cold but, sweating.
my eyes hurt when i did the whirl with them. and my spine felt like someone did the back breaker on me a night before., it felt like hell.
i spent roughly around 28 hours on the bed tossing and moaning - trying to feel better. didn’t eat a thing but, a burger patty from jack in the...